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| Wow, it has been over two years since my last post! I read all of my old post and I really miss high school ;( I miss the drama, I miss seeing my friends everyday, I miss everything seeming hard but being extremely easy in reality... I feel unchanged in a way, yet completely different at the same time. I want to start keeping a blog again b/c I like being able to look back and remember what happened in the past. I was able to recall all of the things I had written on here relatively well surprisingly. I have to get up and go to work at the library at 7am, boo work! I look so forward to summer, but all summer brings is Applebee's and Hill College.... which I have decided if the to places were any closer together the world would just implode with stupidity....its true trust me!!! But I'm bored with school and I like change from time to time as long as I am in control of the change. I really do wish I was going to DC this summer, but I suck and didn't get the internship....
Today we handed out 10,000 roses for White Rose Society, to symbolize how many people could have died in one day at Auschwitz. I think it is a great way to remember the victims of the Holocaust, as well as, spread the word about the present day genocide happening in Darfur. It makes me happy to feel like I know what I want to do with my life...at the same time I wish it wasn't necessary to fight for such basic human rights. I say I know what I want to do with my life but really its extremely broad...I want to help people...its really that simple...however the help they need so complex!
On that note I best be off to bed...I'm probably writing this to myself b/c no one uses xanga anymore b/c of the new fangled facebook and myspace. But I don't want the whole world to read my thoughts, only the ones who search it out! lol No really I don't care if anyone reads this, I just don't like criticism so I'll avoid posting what I write for the world to see....
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| well lets see... im bored! is it sad that im doing homework on a friday night?! yes, yes it is. ;( District went pretty well on Tuesday, congrats to everyone! I'm getting excited about prom, fun to dress up and be all pretty, or at least try to be pretty. Britton you have to go to prom, i command you! My aunt and cousin are coming out to our house tomorrow from my cousins birthday to eat and such. Then I get to hang out with the most cutest boy ever! Thats right Nathan! well im boring so i guess thats it! | | |
| Got my hair cut today. Pretty sure I look like an egyptian. lol But I don't care I like it, needed something different! Hopefully going to Color of May concert thing with Miranda, Crista, and Crista's boyfriend on Saturday night, should be fun! We have extemp district next Monday, which I am not looking forward to. Poor Britton was even sucked into the highlighting torture today, it was just so sad. | | |
| Well at this point college looks pretty attractive. I'm tired of trying to decide how to deal with things, I really just want to be somewhere where I can start over and find out who I want to be. It's my fault, but no matter how hard I try I feel like it will never be enough. Yes I realize I am just naturally an irrational person but I hope that will change in college. I want something new, or just what I have to be better... guess it's only something I can change. | | |
| Thanks Britton, Jamie and Lisa ya'll are so sweet! I don't deal with rejection that well, probably cuz im a spoiled brat lol! Life is pretty crazy for me right now so it's nice to know you guys are there for me, you have no idea how much that means to me! Thanks!
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